Volume One, Number
Six
March 2010
Sarah
Springer
Wallpaper
Olympic Harvest
Leaves
Inch by
Inch
John
Stocks
Iona
New Year's Eve (Part Two)
Resurrection
Sonia
Halbach
Birth of a
Sappho
Savor
Upon Entering a Late
Night Coffeehouse
Una
Xoto
A Night of Madness
and a Dream of
Childhood
Animus
Amber
Victoria
Tudor
A
Song
Mammon is their
Father
Sarah
Springer
Wallpaper
Your Adonis-front, what
walls
did it mask?
I ask what
has my Narcissus
hid?
In your testament I
found
self; a lie
aligned with
a vague and clandestine
truth.
Lovingly, I was
cloaked
in your wit;
it fit in
my buttonhole, green
petals.
But those coverings
faded
in brightness
amiss in
their weakening paper
paste.
So I cleave to
Ireland
as brutal,
futile as
England
destroys its gilt
art.
Salome wanted your
head
silver plate,
latent thing!
You lay in
Paris
instead.
But the wallpaper held
fast
a battle
that had all
the pain, and little
glory.
Olympic
Harvest
Battalions of wind
forge forward,
Charge through
sleeping trees.
Their cold gusty
spears conspire
To conquer the
summer breeze.
They sigh of total
destruction
And demolish their
chosen foe,
Reenacting the
battle
That happened many
years ago.
When Persephone
was as Helen,
And the gods took
up the fight,
The crusade, not
just to aid her,
Was to champion
warmth of light.
His army prepared
and ready,
Hades arranged his
campaign
While, breastplate
gleaming gold,
Athena spoke in
clear refrain,
“In the name of
Zeus the Mighty,
leave be your
hostage wife.
Return her to
Demeter’s breast
And free the world
its strife.”
The death-king did
not budge;
His bride had made
her pact.
Olympussaw no other
choice
for the Hand of
Zeus must react.
That war-wail that
was sounded
Touched Greece
with dread severe.
It singed the
hearth girl’s supper
And pierced the
plowman’s ear.
Their armor glowed
and glistened,
While Artemis
guided their flight.
The chariots and
horses rumbled,
Dueling with
Phoebus’s might.
The swords of
Hades were strong,
The tang of blood
rent the air.
But both sides had
volition
Guiding blades in
this affair.
Despite the
bloodshed full
Both sides yielded
the war
Raised the conch
to end it
And grieved the
dying gore.
Hades would share
his queen
With Demeter, fair
and mild.
The mortals would
have warmth
After winter with
winds wild.
So when those
gales blow frigid
And snows freeze
the candle flame,
Remember that
struggle of lore
As you look for
one to blame.
Leaves fall silent
to the ground,
A mass of orange
and red;
Recall that
endless battlefield
And revere the
ones who bled.
Springtime is to
be fought for
As time marches
wearily on.
It is only beauty
of charming youth
That outshines
even the sun.
For it is not
man’s place to challenge
The gods; they
have their plans.
They change
alliance with a whim
And leave fate out
of our hands.
Leaves
Their comrades
have fallen
While these cleave
to failing posts
As death marches
on.
Inch by
Inch
I will take this house
and
Inch by inch
Kick in the cobwebbed
walls
Inch by inch
Strip the faded filthy
carpet
Inch by inch
Beat the broken bathroom
tiles
(Those notes you left on
them
describing your little Rorschach
test)
I will take this house
and
Inch by inch
Rend the funereal green
drapes
Inch by inch
Splinter the moldy
floor
Inch by inch
Smash the pristine Blue
Willow
(The only thing you
ever
bothered to love more than
yourself)
I will take this house
and
Inch by inch
Yank out the rusted
plumbing
Inch by inch
Annihilate the green
furniture
Inch by inch
Slice the idyllic dusty
foxhunts
(Though I feel a
connection
Between those bugling men and
you)
I will take your hand
and
Inch by inch
Sever your promises
Inch by inch
Eradicate your
composure
Inch by inch
Remind you that you have
failed
(And you did such a beautiful
job)
John
Stocks
Iona
There would always
have been beauty
A shared
benefice
An
indiscriminating sunset
Falling on the
blood red tide
The dismembered
limbs, hacked heads
At Martyrs
bay
Sensuous, sublime
unknowing.
On the bronzed
faces of tourists
Clicking ‘Canon’s’
back toMulland
Oban.
Or the faces of
the grieving mother’s
With sons lost in
the mud ofFlanders.
At twilight, pagan
and pilgrim
Would feel the
same creeping sense of awe.
The hermit frying
sprats in his cave
A pious monk; lost
in cerebral prayer
The witches
knitting ‘popetts’ out of hair.
The roar from the
Ocean’s mighty swell
The majestic
indifference
Of Gannett, Sea
Eagle or sonorous Whale
Would resonate
with all.
There will always
be beauty here
Long after the
words have died
And the cottages
have crumbled into dust
One morning from
the edge of time
A new, tempestuous
sun will rise.
New Years
Eve(Part
Two)
Only the naïve
will anticipate
An end to war, a
global harmony
Or imagine that we
can change our course
And not press on
to self destruction.
Let us focus on
some private beauty
The unique
innocence of a small child
Or a love that can
transcend anything
The hope, if
anything, is in the detail.
Presently we will
try to hold a glass
To the future, we
know that it is out there
A glass of
champagne and an uneasy toast
Our thoughts are
random, indecisive.
Love has no
politics or division
Just an essence,
an essential secret
That prevails, in
blizzards of destruction
In any heaven, we
wish to enter.
Resurrection
‘The Jews are not
the men that will be blamed for
nothing’
It was not the
rain, but how and where it fell
beating an
insidious tattoo on tin
splashing into
east end pavement puddles
the streets that
once had a name
as welcoming as
the rippers’ kiss.
This is
Limehouse
this is
death
mythopoeic
transcending
eras.
It hangs in the
air
in codeless
dislocation
beyond the west
winds soulless murmurings
‘Annie Chapman,
Cathy Eddowes’
In the creeping
gloom of twilight
the coal back
eyes, the leering smile.
On half lit
streets the cobbles glisten
a girl in a
hoodie, leggings, hurries past
a disembodied
voice yells
‘Ere, over
ere!’
(Someone
screams-is anyone listening?)
All is disquiet,
all elusive dread
blank faces at the
bus stop
unclaimed bodies
in the morgue
the dizzy angst of
resurrection.
Sonia
Halbach
Birth of a
Sappho
A martyr before I
could walk
on
water
or even walk at
all;
my baby blanket
was
threaded with
unearned praise
while those early
days
were glorified and
warm.
But had all those
givers
of myrrh and gold
known
of my later fate,
they
would have left
me
as I had
entered,
gay, naked and
cold.
Savor
I like the smell
of women,
not the store
purchased aroma
of artificial
fruit with a manipulated
unreal scent,
cleanly masking
the pure nature of
her; of it all -
I want the hidden
fruit
wafting from below
in a foamy current
river, fresh water
lightning sparked flow
washing over me;
over you -
and the aged wine
red bitter
taste of sweet
dewy morning
moon beamed soil
in which
I bury deep all I
know; a little I don't.
Upon Entering a
Late Night Coffeehouse
I’ve been drinking
and I notice how
hair lingers in
midair -
on those who haven't.
She whirls around and
I'm amazed
at how it avoids
the gravitational pull
of it all;
settling back to shoulders
on its own terms.
Her brown curls
contradicting the tightness of
her
clasping black shirt,
hips swaying ever so slightly
to music from hidden speakers.
She doesn't smile -
yet she stands on a table
with this glow on her face.
I wanted that glow.
Una
Xoto
A Night of
Madnessand a Dream of
Childhood
It
comes
when you least
expect to find it
The dreams of
childhood & the joy of the Sunday bell
house
To recall the rain
against window & the pull of maternal hand
rapt
big
'round
tiny bone finger
child
to feel warmth
& know smile & father whiskers poke'd silly
against face
familiar vistas
& pumkin'd
terrain
to feel the breath
of memory lip the kiss of
fortune
To know the nest
of safety & feel the softness of pacman jeans against
leg & ankle
A room, a table, a
small lamp, basket tree of apples wormed
brown
alone with
mirror
alone with
face
cigarette death
machine
another push of
whiskey
in another room,
narration of myth from formula
The rise &
fall of Icarus
the vinyl hammer
clicks the rocking horse to tremendous
pause
a half note of
distance
my throat bleeds
out when wet or sickly
Some where down
the hall the tiny mirror
another voice,
another room
a murmur...No, a
choir for the mind to
devise
A divine Host
shall glimmer the lunatic
into
patterns of
recognition
a host of stars
burnt fast against my
eyes
& somewhere
out there
the two are
laughing
at the trace of
shadow to lung
or is that here?
Is that now?
I am not well. I
may not ever see her well
again
to drown by
thought is to drown by
sea
To erupt from the
tree & to lust for
the
plum
tongue
licked
sweet for
something higher, something
sacred
my ears burn the
worm & leave me with traces
of
the throat boat
slowly burning Britannica volume by
volume
soundless
an echo more akin
to rust accumulating oil from
tube
then of howl from
breath
there are fields
out there
Acres of memory
which lay waste to
harvest
I am a shell fish
greedy for the hook
hungry for the
worm
I was once painted
blue & whispered
Golden
raised above the
hopes of
all who came
before me
in the symphony of
youth all tongues may
recall
the thought wheel
of charity & the thickness of
gravity
The morning cock
which stirred & crow'd us happy &
sprite
which pull'd back
our hair & taught us
delight
the weekend sun
who peeled
away slumber &
children's sleeping
games
to embrace &
tumble down grassy hills
into
the arms &
hearts of sisters who welcomed us
home
from trains &
packed cars quick for
leaving
In my waking hours
I knew only of
promise & the
gilded ceiling fans of
possibility
Animus
Here we salute the onion
the audience of stars &
molecule
bead to thrash the tussle of
rushes
which inhabit the framing hirsute node of skin
between us
last night the lunar landing was a bathing
point
motes do gloat the magnificence of our watery
island
the sour facade of milk to skin to basin
gold
relief
sparks sativa, burning root, ashen
oak
the voice of Oz
a moment of tinsel supremacy
in between the days of sun &
conception
we left the bed in disarray
we painted our faces in flour &
lead
& ran through windows to the
sea
we reversed the twin turbine
kaleidoscope
reinvented order between our
toes
From our gowns, Jehovah by
helicopter
from our gowns, Stonewall & Gods promise
delivered in a rainbow
Ah from our gowns, we kissed ourselves thirsty
& loose
Forgive me (Aegri Somnia)
I have burned these shoes & been
unfaithful
to this disease
worn mustache & pantyhose
overSt Paul
have skipped second meal in exchange for cheap
labor
(talk) Talk (talk) to other gods, other
monSters, other creeds
but only because they are not so jealous or
paranoid
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2004
I wasn't there but I knew a few who
were
They glanced the moving wheel which spoke blue
& mechanical
under xeroxed reproduction
Drew pictures of Mohammed in dirty washrooms
under weak lighting
Salaam, Salaam,
he kinda looked like Don Rickles in drag
(Salaam)
Read hadiths beneath jubilant
banners
dancing naked & pure we stirred certain
stars & quietly
consumed the
others within a soup of her own
design
Shalom, the war waged the struggle
waned
Shalom, we turned our tulips toward the match
& the stick
all the while; sulfur burns
Shalom, my love is an ocean salty from your
jeans
I was born from burning churches...
shalom
firebombed for the pity
ofAmerica...shalom
I was born from a lather'd bathroom
stall
Saturday 1:33 am 23, February 1974...shalom,
shalom
Born under fire within the brushstroke of the
Minister Grandmother
blockade
No more for the old iron horse
we threw halos 'round the heads of the Great
Mother
& flipped chairs in the order of their
exile
from the shore
trees, gardens
vines ripe from the mather
From the yard
ethos, dreams of trespass, open
doors
the taste of nicotine
From fingers
foreign teapots,petites Madeleines
things once past, now modern
Glass
& the softness of form
within the palm: Satori,
Oh Trolleys into the sun
within the belly: an unfolding naval
without
Vishnu's lotus twirled
Nabhija, gave way to
ebb'd flowing units of
memory
No not easy, never that
only the shadow which
falls softly upon us all
Only the ovens of modernity
which
jitterbugs between days
marching with the yellow captains of
industry
the revolution balloons were in turn considered
hoax & slight of hand
when held before the spectacle of vacuum tubes
of pixilated reality
this is not enough
this is never enough
from the dawn tothe dust
we have been promised something beyond the skin,
beyond
the
words
we were bathed within the
vocabulary
of thunder perfect mind
we were cherished above all
else
pebble fish: the golden egg will crack plates
spinning the cosmos
and from withinJesus will tweet forth swirling tiny crackles of
eggshells
& a thousand million
smilingJesus wings will implode into the cacophony of
sound & vision
Out of life, some breath... La petite
Mort
These sleeves, far from
ordinary
from your hearth bread of
multitudes (love) fingers caked with snow
wiping away any labors lost
only hearts
beating, eyelids stirring
a bit of flatulence & the taste of whiskey
on my fingers as
I stroke sleeping hairs
goodnight
deep from the sidecar train
Amber Victoria
Tudor
A Song
Standing
With the shadow
Of
Orpheus
He was
Weaned on
Muses milk
Let me be
The Nymph
That sways
To the
Sweet sound
Of Spheres
Surrounded by
Celestial synesthesia
I could be
The apparition
Saved
A captivated
Eurydice
Graciously Salvaged
With a lyric call
A Classic
Delicacy
And
Through his
Fingers
Touching Grace
Hades
Would
Let me go
Mammon is
Their Father
I’ll name my
daughter Silver
My son,
Gold
Eternity will
shimmer
Like spectrums in
summer
Dreams sparkling
down
White
walls
Sparing any
unnecessary
End
Poetry will play
in gardens
Dazzled with
raspberries
And roses without
thorns
The days of
stopped time
Will
stop
While whimsical
air
Spreads
seeds
In places never
known
Uncertainty has
been a Master
Where slaves are
rarely born
But
This will cease in
Whispers
Hope is never
found in pockets
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