Joseph
Miller
Good
Excuse
She’s got a good
human excuse
to stand naked on
my coffee table
with all the
lights on, shaking a fist
and disrupting the
neighbor's sleep.
Or when she fears
judgment
and lies about her
past to make
up for it, she's
got a good
human excuse for
that, too.
She'll stumble
around at a party
looking wealthy
and confident
and she'll sit
alone at home
looking
middle-class and insecure.
And right now
she's standing on
my balcony,
dangling a scarf over
the rail, watching
it twist to a breeze,
ignoring her hair
falling over her eyes,
singing an old
standard to the
street lights,
sirens and cars,
wearing bare feet
and a summer dress,
a whiskey glass on
the ground.
I’m sure she's got
a good
human excuse for
that as well.
Bb
The day got tired
or lonely, I guess.
The sky’s a color
pink that’s fit
for the King’s
Cadillac.
Electric boxes hum
a B flat;
they’re really too
restless to sing.
A football is
deflated on the asphalt.
A bottle is
shattered under a Chevy.
Foreign language
creeps up from the scene
and I’m pacing in
and around the trees.
Amen to the bird
that sang too loud for them.
Amen to the night
that came down on me.
Amen to the clocks
that care to remind you
that we are all
lonely, lonely men.
Mania
Just a hypomanic
fit,
I’ve
learned.
Coffee cups and
cigarette butts,
beer cans and
vodka bottles,
the same old
cliché
that'll never
tire
so long as people
continue
to gaze at a
mirror or the sky
with the same old
cliché in mind
that brought them
there.
When a concrete
suburb
isn't enough to
fill this much need
and every
stranger
is some great
lover
or savior or
villain with their roses
and songs and
hemlock.
In a dim cafe
where kids
talk about
philosophy
and think about
sex.
In a dim cafe in
the corner
with my coffee
cups
and cigarette
butts,
trying so hard not
to scream.
There’s a
proverbial little man
inside my head,
tapping the walls
he's been up to no
good
for twenty years
now,
just carrying out
his plans
like Chinese water
torture.
I’ve tried to
escape him,
first with dreams,
then with drink
I once ran a
marathon
and nearly died
from exhaustion.
Now I find myself
writing everyday
and sometimes I
can get a break
when my keyboard
clicks at the same
pace as the
proverbial little man's
rhythms tapping on
my skull.
Joseph Miller is a
twenty year old poet and songwriter
fromDallas, Texas. He's been
performing songs in DFW for several years, and is now
expanding his artistic efforts to
poetry.
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