Volume One, Number
Seven
April 2010
Emma Sky
Wolf
April
Descent
Exodus Part 1
Recipe for
Creation
Grace
Curtis
Merrill's
Cup
A Tropical Fruit
Olber's
Paradox
Dylan C.
Lewis
When the Gypsy Women Came
A Love Poem for
the Colored
Help
Lost in the North Side
One Year Later
Sergio
Ortiz
Nightmares,
Secrets, and
Museums
The Sides of a
Mirror
Poetry,
David
Hughes
Bi-Polar
Hope
The Big Race
Sunday
Emma
Sky Wolf
April
Descent
I agree with
Persephone.
there is no way to
escape
daisy chain
calamity, Alice
missteps that consummated
curiosity, pulled
through
the cement weeds and
stubby
cigarettes, flotsam of
desiccated
stalks, like a silly flat
television
image of "oops" went the
banana
peeling with tin can
telephone
laughter on strings
ringing
roses she never
received
around like old fashioned
dials.
I keep trying
combinations
that get me an operator
who
warns all the eras
twined
themselves in a time
wire
misfire, don't expect the
enlightened
age, co-currency is in (don't be
a fool
about the fashion, changes.) We
will waltz
into the underworld the same as
always.
Exodus Part 1
Leave taking and
breathless
unleavened
sustenance
will be my lot,
bitter herb, egg
circulation of
simulated
shed fermented
ancestral
suffering that
page wrinkles
out calligraphic
back to front
displayed survival
in the walnut
mortar sticking to
every embered inch.
Death's oil spill
dove wings fan at door tips.
How do you know if
it is Elijah
come to drink, or
a seeping rainbow
angel
ravaging, filled with
plagues?
I keep mistaking
the blessed beggar.
Invitations to rag
footed travelers
leave me
perpetually breadless.
Recipe for
Creation
First her feet
swing, out from the sheathed sleeping
venue
they have been
incubating in. When the floorboards feel
contact both she and they
are created again. When the
blind
opens upon an eon,
buzzing moment, day, wing lashes
falter light fractures up
into a pantheon of shades
recognized and
changed.
Third comes bird
prayer, and the circuity of
clocks
consciousness,
fear, all vast chambers, demonic
undertow,
Bosch.
Armor, a glamour,
potency slung into purses. Protection
and sustenance rushed
in at the beginning.
She enters
descending, as a city springs forth aware
only as she turns her
plastic beads in new directions.
Every element colors,
renewing continually as planets
revolve, and to do
lists resubmit their presence. Can
Becoming really happen on a
time line? Her answers begin with, a week is a long
way seeded with
restoration, and avenues spread thick
under
Robins, signify
new beginnings. Daily she believes in failure, as her
attempts bud, suckle, and
reroute.
Grace
Curtis
Merrill’s
Cup
for
Joey
How can I
take you into the deepest part—
the place we
have longed to inhabit—if we
can’t lay
light-enough fingers onto
the tear
drop of the Ouija Board, onto
Merrill’s
cup, cannot
scribble unblinking ‘til dawn
and
pull spleens
through navels or revel in the
dazzle
of
chemistry, what value, gods? What
is
the depth,
in meters, of that which we seek
and where does it lie—in the
deepest or, rather
in the reeds of
shallows? Isn’t our life
simply put,
just laundry and bills? I
once
compared an
empty nest in the crab apple
tree
out
front—the dirty, clay-glued nest of an
angry
robin—to a
chipped tea pot on a shelf,
my life
work to the
tide, you
to a seeker of
numbers, divining
saints
in the curves of their holiness. How
I,
no, how we
long to touch it;
how we
experiment, kissing lamp posts
and blades
of grass,
groping. Some people’s
search
is a
headfirst dive into the shallow
end
and rightly
so. Better perhaps, than
drinking
the river
one flute-full at a
time.
A
Tropical Fruit
Zero degree
Fahrenheit—and
it’s snowing
in another language
ganik, big, feather-light,
pulverized
white frost
and I am the official,
unofficial
idiot in a
snowstorm. All around me
are
pests,
viruses, parasites placing
stress
on my dear-bought
comfort. There is
no mitten
protection here where I
am both
docent and tour guide,
doing what others swear
by. Heat
is blocked
by walls of metal, aluminum
alloys,
unflattering social parallels
notwithstanding. You can
sneak
behind enemy
lines, destroy
bridges,
crawl through swamps but,
I dream of
simply walking away,
away from
the cold, the snow,
the pestilence, perhaps
to Tuscany,
with its
beautiful landscapes, bookish
draw, like a
painting, the place that
should mean
something different
than the
place I longed to see so long
ago, my
renaissance. Now, I only
dream
of seamless
panty hose, and tropical
fruit, of
the time we waited for the time
we’d say, “Where is the
Wall?” in
a city of a
thousand minarets with
its
Paris-inspired maidans and
avenues.
I long to be
there, amid the normalizing
words,
worlds, the meanings and
systematic
aberrations,
where we amass power
by simply
being and not by being
something. I
long to be
in the place
of, at-will, sets
and resets,
ignoring thick black lines
of minds, of
maps that only give the illusion
of stasis,
where there is
no
repercussion for a choice that
makes
you happy,
where each sinker
and hook is
cut away.
Olbers’
Paradox
It’s an
important observation—the
night
sky is
black. If space is infinite,
then
every point
in the sky must
eventually
point to a
star. The universe, not
infinitely
big,
not
infinitely old, must
end
at the edge
of the yard, proof
that
a river
stops at its bend, that
black
does not
evade but absorb,
that gray
is immersion leaning
toward
the
reflection of everything, that a
heart
yearns for
what it
thinks
it leans
toward. Someone
once said
to me, Gracie,
all your
answers
are
inside of you,
knowledge
leaning
toward
ignorance.
What is left depends upon
what
reflects, what photons are taken
in, what
photons are
reflected back. If you
combine
red, green
and blue crayons
you have
black leaning toward
night,
each
color
sharing
equally in the
argument
against
infinity.
Dylan C.
Lewis
When
theGypsy Women
Come
Urban legend has
it
they come every
summer
to our suburban
neighborhood,
descending like
locusts
or some other
plague
from the Old
Testament.
My wife
demands
we change our
locks,
as I plead with
her
that they do not
have a key
in the first
place. I fancy
them far more
romantic
than dangerous;
colorful scarves
serpentine in
black coal hair
framing Red
Delicious cheeks.
Magenta knee socks
peek out
from long layered
skirts,
covering a thief’s
thigh,
which I will never
see
but playfully
muse
the possibility
that one
may steal my
chaste thoughts,
throw them in the
back
of her covered
wagon
and ride away to
the tune
of wind chimes and
horses’ hooves.
A Love Poem
for the Colored
Help
She is
delicate
likethe algae green
sheath
of budding spring
grass
rising from
mushroom manure.
She is the
weightless hem
on a knee length
skirt that ripples
in the wind of
spring’s last
storm. When dusk
approaches,
she is the
elongated shadow
gently nudging
me
from across the
room, caressing
my faceless
form.
The riddling
pitch
of her voice hides
wide-eyed
behind corners,
like children’s
laughter from an
attic playroom.
And it is her foot
steps
that signal fresh
lemonade
with mint leaves
and sing the blues
on this muggy, late summer’s
eve.
Lost in the North Side One Year
Later
Too many lines
converge
as asphalt
liquefies under the ghostly
horizon.
I can’t hold your
hand or pour my emotions
into a travel mug
for you to consume
because telephone
lines look yellow in the
setting sun
and I’m bitter
with love. So you focus, driving
like a man chasing
a checkered flag –
but your hands
aren’t calloused and I would shave my
legs
if you wanted to
feel something smooth on your
palm.
I’m misconstrued
in our small cockpit world,
insignificant
statements are giant when they
echo
off canyons back
through your convertible top. My
life
and thoughts are
no larger than that pinhead of a
star
sifting through
irrelevance on the brink of pink
clouds. Neither
that star, nor I, will ever shine any
brighter.
I’ll just hold the
map of southern California until we see the next
hitchhiker
with a shine box
for my manners. He can break the
silence
and force us to
answer the nagging question of
“what we mean to
each other”. Unfamiliarity is a dead give
away
that some one is
about to prod and prey until they crack you like a
clam
and extract your
insides.
If I am left
disemboweled on the side of the
PCH,
small rodents will
feed their young
and the hungry
waves will usher in the evening
fog.
Sergio
Ortiz
Nightmares,
Secrets, and Museums
Think of me as Dionysus,
home, resting with a fetus in my left
leg.
Think of me as lasting less than a
candle
or a rock. This road we travel is a
puff,
a shake, an unexpected
vibration
on earth’s surface. It does not fancy us
here.
We barely have enough time to
learn
a few lessons when we’re gone.
Grapes
shrivel, leaves fade back
to their sepia dwellings.
Think of me as a wordless
translation
of a poem dwelling in the silent
space
all over this museum, like
secrets
in a secret language.
The Sides of a
Mirror
There is no other
choice
than to remain
secure in the cargo hold
for what is stored
in lower spaces
of the ships we
navigate is nothing
other than the
individual parts
of what is ready
to become
the deconstruction
of our anatomical filth.
Heart and lung
machines rot side by side
sexual
strings. This rubbish causes
parsnip
infection, a
corrupt bitterness in our
poisonous
watercourse. This
is what we gain
from a peep.
This, the sum
of what we
see
before a fuller
glimpse.
Poetry,
the petal moored
to a glace,
as if its
mysterious shape
opened out of its
body to lean
against the smile
of old drifter waiting
for some kind of
absolution
upon the church’s
steps.
The tourist does
not move, his eyes
inspect his own
tanned
shoulders, then he
notices
a plastic bag to
the right
ofthe
unassisted,
a well kept
treasure,
the intimacy of a
home,
with
suspicion.
David
Hughes
Bipolar
I see her from the
corner of my eye
scrubbing a pot that would be better left to soak
but her back is turned
and I don’t know anything is happening
until I receive no answer to my question.
I stop mid sentence and turn
to see her lips moving
as though she’s whispering secrets to herself.
My words are turning to ice in my throat
as I say “Don’t go Jeckel. Don’t go.”
I watch the soft lips which dripped honey
become as thin and cruel as a vipers.
“No Jeckel; don’t go! I need you here with me.”
The last sparkle dies and her eyes
are as flat as a shark’s.
“Come back Jeckel.” I whisper, “Come
back.”
Hope
If hope should
come to me today
I’d write a poem to wrap around
her body
I’d write with a quill
pen
in indelible ink upon her
skin
starting at the areola of her
right breast
And proceeding across her
belly
her hip and ending
somewhere
on her left
thigh.
Then I’d kiss every
word
and all the spaces in
between
and it would be my
opus.
I’d take a photo of her dressed
in poetry
and hang it on a wall
somewhere
dedicating it to hope for all
lost souls.
The Big Race
Sunday
Linda said she’d
had enough of working fifty
hours a week to pay the bills and
he
never
won a race with
that god damn car.
Spending all his time with it in
the ga-rage.
Said she didn’t know if he was
jacking it up
or jacking it off but for all she
cared he could fuck it.
He had a different version
though; said he
caught her “foolin’ around” and
kicked her out.
“The bitch didn’t know how good
she had it.”
Now she’s out in the bars
“whoring it up.”
but he don’t have time to worry
bout that
and still be ready for the track
this weekend.
She was always whining about
paying the bills
and him working on his
car
but she’ll be seeing things in a
different light.
“She’ll come crawling back.”
You’ll see, but
he’s going to make her beg a
while before
he lets her in, after he wins the
big race Sunday.
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